I keep wondering if I made a mistake. If I should have stayed.
But then I go: "oh no! don't be silly, you've had a great 2 weeks home again! You have a full ride to the university and you're living with some of your best friends on campus! Why the hell are you complaining?"
And then I remember "Oh right. I decided to major in Chemistry. The subject that I find fascinating but have only taken one class in (in my sophomore year)."
I've done the pros and cons countless times.
Chemistry (PRO): I like it. Good opportunities. Great schools both here and and in Umeå. Leads to a great paying job if I work hard.
Chemistry (CON): I'm not sure if I'll still like it. I'm stuck here for 4 years if I do it most likely. It doesn't exactly feel like my true calling.
MusB (PRO): Feels natural. That dream that I've always had. I'd work for it. It could take me around the world.
MusB (CON): Education only offered at few locations. Extremely competitive. No guaranteed pay for many years. I will most likely be broke and struggling to make ends meet while relying on my parents for help sometimes.
WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT.
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