Depressed and Sore

Today, as I was cleaning my room, I decided to push the sofa bed back into a sofa.  Everything went well until I realized I hadn't pushed it up all the way.  I had already pushed the sofa up against the wall but I didn't think twice about it.  So I pushed it again to make it sit more upright.

Basically what happened next was I accidentally pushed the things that hold my shelf up and three shelves and two metal bars came crashing over me.  I covered my head as everything fell but a wooden shelf fell on my back and I just felt flashing lights of pain for a few seconds before it numbed out.

The aftermath.

I've been so stressed these past few days and I guess the shock and the repression of emotions or something just threw me off guard and suddenly I was crying and I just couldn't stop.  It was really depressing.

What was worse was that I later found two marks on my guitar where the shelf hit it.  The 50 dollar kids acoustic guitar was totally unharmed, but my 600 dollar electric was of course damaged.  Which caused more tears of frustration.

Now my back is sore, my guitar is damaged, and I am determined to clear out the shit in my room that I have borrowed, do not use, or just plain do not want.  If I had less stuff then I would have more room and this entire thing would not have happened cause I would not have had to fold up the sofa bed.

UGH.

I'm so pissed.  My guiiitaaaarr :(