Definitely on the weird side. Like, I knew she would be upset cause she wants me to never drink or smoke or do drugs cause im her baby or whatever, but i mean...seriously? it was beer. just one. in our own kitchen.
Anywho.
Biked over to Breckenridge park today to play poker with some friends. Hah. Definitely addicted. It was fun though. I saw some friends i havent seen since even before i left. We semi-planned for a day at the zoo next week.
So to fill you in, me and my besties do weird things with nicknames. i dont know what it is, its just a thing we have. like, once we gave all our friends fruit names. it started off cause we were talking about who to invite to a party and they were right there so we called them by fruit so they wouldnt know that we were talking about them. it ended up we gave everyone names. i still know these names (well i had a bit of a recalling period after going through aivy's phone list).
but then we also have like...elite names i guess you could call it. for example, aivy is fox, melody is shox, and im knox. i like these names and we actually use them. its my gaming name now :P
Recently we decided we wanted animal names so we started coming up with stuff. aivy is G-Raffe, i'm Z/Bra, melody is P-Guino, connie is P-Bear (polar not panda). and now we're giving out names to other people. cathryn is now du-CK (sounds hilarious out loud). and yeah...its just silly childlike fun. but its whatever.
the point of all of this is...im not sure what.
oh yeah. i want to go to the dallas zoo and i plan to next tuesday. i hope i can. as in, there are no huge family plans. cause in our house, family plans trump friends plans unless its big enough to be negotiable. it works out most of the time...
anywho again.
the nights have been really nice and cool. its 29 right now but a nice breeze and no sun and not that humid so its like, shorts and t-shirt weather but not hot.
i really liked biking outside. i wanna go biking as much as i can before it rises again.
itll be 39 on friday and sunday. its starting to get up there... its not as hot this summer. its usually getting to about 40-41 around now. and then by august we'll have like three days of 45 and then itll drop back to 40 for another week or two and then 35-40 until fall.
its really hot but unless youre outside between 11 and 3, its not as bad as youd think.
ive been sitting by the pool pretty much everyday between those times, trying to memorize my skin frying so that when the snow comes i can hold on to something from home.
what about college? QuadC has a music business program. I could live at home...save money. nah. couldnt live at home. i love home but its really time i get out. ive been pretty much ready to get out since i was like 14. sigh. senior year wont be at all how i imagined it would be. not in a bad way, but in a way that i feel like i should really check. is this REALLY what i want. PESH was where everything was leading to.
this is turning into a really long post, so sorry but i write as i think and i always get carried away...
but seriously. its a great school. there are great people with the culture that i grew up with. i know a looot of people and can walk the halls and actually say hey to people. IB may be nerds but theyre still cool with the rest of the school. well, some of us anyways.
and its just...PESH is a great school. with hilarious teachers. GOOD teachers.
if i stay i can get my license, a car, a job, start saving for college and go to school with my best friends. hanging out with aivy and melody all the time drives me crazy cause we all have the same silly side that just makes every time we chill a workout for your abs cause youre laughing so incredibly hard. we have mutual understandings.
if i stay i may not be able to do IB but if i did AP then i could probably still get into my senior year and be here. and i wouldnt have to do stupid Swedish B HL.
and i could have my room with all my music equipment. maybe i do want to be a producer instead. i havent tried it yet so how do i know? applying to college here is much easier when you have a high school transcript, not a bunch of promises and expected grades. i wont get my grades until July. That means i wont know if i really graduated until July. thats dumb.
uuuuggghh. everything would be easier if i stayed.
except for the part where ive already tasted a bit of sweden.
a n d i t w a s f u c k i n f a n t a s t i c .
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