But this time it's in a good way.
I can't even really wrap my head around it.
Last week I read an entire history book in an hour at 01.00 in the morning before my quiz over it at 08.30. I felt that I passed and today my teacher said that he would pass them around and he would also read a quiz that was as close to perfection as it could get and we could compare ours to it to kind of see what expectations to have.
He read my essay out loud. I got a FUCKING A+ in HISTORY. HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN? I'm sooooo happppyy <3 <3 <3
But now its a question of my chem exam tonight. I had my quiz yesterday and it was awful. like, beyond awful. I made a 33% on my quiz but a 93% on my prequiz so now im making a 63% in that class. Apparently that is exactly the class average...But I'm going to study today to make sure my exam goes well so I can boost my grade.
Yesterday I felt like I would have to drop out of college cause I can't do it.
I've let myself go this past weekend, hanging out with an old friend every day and neglecting school stuff. but i got it done and now i just need to focus on working a little bit more ahead of schedule and not at the last second.
but im having fun. thursday i was out until 4am, friday i got back around 1am, saturday my friends were over until like 2am and last night i got home at like 1.30am. its not too good for my sleeping patterns but I still manage to get up in the morning and go to class!! but im going to burn myself out really fast this way so im taking a break tonight, going to go to sleep early (like 21.00 hahaha) and relax so I can get back on track and hang out with the same people again on wednesday :)
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