School is kicking my ass.
The weather has been almost perfect, just a little bit warm still but the cold front is soooo nice.
Which makes the flag football game tonight something to really look forward to.
I can't believe October is tomorrow.
Remember thinking "oh shit! its 2010!?"
I love new music.
And new old music.
And just old music.
Basically, music.
But this caught my attention recently:
Oh, and I'm going to see Basshunter live in November. HAAAAH. I'm not his biggest fan, but I think it could be fun :)
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Grattis
Till min kära mamma som fyller år idag :)
Vi har sjungit och hon har fått presenter av oss, och om en timme har vi reservationer för brunch på Blue Mesa (tydligen är de #5 i hela USA med brunch)
Vi har sjungit och hon har fått presenter av oss, och om en timme har vi reservationer för brunch på Blue Mesa (tydligen är de #5 i hela USA med brunch)
Det här är den i Las Vegas, men ja ja skitsamma.
Senare idag är det flag football practice och sen ska vi se :)
Friday, September 24, 2010
When Sober Girls Around Me They Be Actin Like They Drunk
It's hard to update these days.
A glimpse at the cleaning supplies used in attempts to take off the expo marker two weeks ago...
These kids are sitting in my room creepin on people outside ;)
<3 Beards hahahaha
We went to hayleys and the boys crashed :P
I'm still not sure if I can make it in university, but things are going better than they were a few weeks ago...
I'm watching the last episode of True Blood now. Yes yes I know, I'm extremely late, but i'm finally watching it now...
I'm going home tonight for the weekend. It's my mommys birthday on Sunday :) So yaaay.
Flag football was a bust but I get a bit more of the rules so hopefully it'll go better next week...
Not much else to say, really.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
I Hate How Unfair Life Is Sometimes
Not because it's unfair to me, but to the people I love.
I can handle it being unfair to me. That's the way it is, I can make it through. But watching other people suffer so much because of the goddamn cards they were dealt is just...it tears me up inside.
And no matter how much I want to help, I can't in this case. By helping one person, I'd be making things really hard for another and it's not my place to do that.
How can I work this out?
I can handle it being unfair to me. That's the way it is, I can make it through. But watching other people suffer so much because of the goddamn cards they were dealt is just...it tears me up inside.
And no matter how much I want to help, I can't in this case. By helping one person, I'd be making things really hard for another and it's not my place to do that.
How can I work this out?
You've Left Me Speechless
But this time it's in a good way.
I can't even really wrap my head around it.
Last week I read an entire history book in an hour at 01.00 in the morning before my quiz over it at 08.30. I felt that I passed and today my teacher said that he would pass them around and he would also read a quiz that was as close to perfection as it could get and we could compare ours to it to kind of see what expectations to have.
He read my essay out loud. I got a FUCKING A+ in HISTORY. HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN? I'm sooooo happppyy <3 <3 <3
But now its a question of my chem exam tonight. I had my quiz yesterday and it was awful. like, beyond awful. I made a 33% on my quiz but a 93% on my prequiz so now im making a 63% in that class. Apparently that is exactly the class average...But I'm going to study today to make sure my exam goes well so I can boost my grade.
Yesterday I felt like I would have to drop out of college cause I can't do it.
I've let myself go this past weekend, hanging out with an old friend every day and neglecting school stuff. but i got it done and now i just need to focus on working a little bit more ahead of schedule and not at the last second.
but im having fun. thursday i was out until 4am, friday i got back around 1am, saturday my friends were over until like 2am and last night i got home at like 1.30am. its not too good for my sleeping patterns but I still manage to get up in the morning and go to class!! but im going to burn myself out really fast this way so im taking a break tonight, going to go to sleep early (like 21.00 hahaha) and relax so I can get back on track and hang out with the same people again on wednesday :)
I can't even really wrap my head around it.
Last week I read an entire history book in an hour at 01.00 in the morning before my quiz over it at 08.30. I felt that I passed and today my teacher said that he would pass them around and he would also read a quiz that was as close to perfection as it could get and we could compare ours to it to kind of see what expectations to have.
He read my essay out loud. I got a FUCKING A+ in HISTORY. HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN? I'm sooooo happppyy <3 <3 <3
But now its a question of my chem exam tonight. I had my quiz yesterday and it was awful. like, beyond awful. I made a 33% on my quiz but a 93% on my prequiz so now im making a 63% in that class. Apparently that is exactly the class average...But I'm going to study today to make sure my exam goes well so I can boost my grade.
Yesterday I felt like I would have to drop out of college cause I can't do it.
I've let myself go this past weekend, hanging out with an old friend every day and neglecting school stuff. but i got it done and now i just need to focus on working a little bit more ahead of schedule and not at the last second.
but im having fun. thursday i was out until 4am, friday i got back around 1am, saturday my friends were over until like 2am and last night i got home at like 1.30am. its not too good for my sleeping patterns but I still manage to get up in the morning and go to class!! but im going to burn myself out really fast this way so im taking a break tonight, going to go to sleep early (like 21.00 hahaha) and relax so I can get back on track and hang out with the same people again on wednesday :)
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Aww
Jag älskar att få umgås med gamla vänner.
Idag var det en kompis från läääänge sedan. vi var goda vänner i högstadiet och när jag var på mitt gammalt gymnasiet men vi tappade kontakt när jag flyttade därifrån.
Han smsade idag och vi bestämde att chilla och det var så himla värt. Jag saknar honom så mycket. Jag fattar inte att så mycket tid har bara gått förbi.. Jag ville inte att han skulle fara även när han o sin kompis var här i nästan 8 timmar. Och nu är jag ledsen eftersom han inte är här :( Haha han visade mig många raver saker (han är alltså stort på det) och nu är jag ganska intresserad att lära mig...
Men det är ju för sig. Kolla:
Men jag är lite glad att vi inte pratade ett par år för att nu när vi sågs var det that much sweeter liksom :P
Jag vill hitta andra av mina gamla vänner...
Idag var det en kompis från läääänge sedan. vi var goda vänner i högstadiet och när jag var på mitt gammalt gymnasiet men vi tappade kontakt när jag flyttade därifrån.
Han smsade idag och vi bestämde att chilla och det var så himla värt. Jag saknar honom så mycket. Jag fattar inte att så mycket tid har bara gått förbi.. Jag ville inte att han skulle fara även när han o sin kompis var här i nästan 8 timmar. Och nu är jag ledsen eftersom han inte är här :( Haha han visade mig många raver saker (han är alltså stort på det) och nu är jag ganska intresserad att lära mig...
Men det är ju för sig. Kolla:
Men jag är lite glad att vi inte pratade ett par år för att nu när vi sågs var det that much sweeter liksom :P
Jag vill hitta andra av mina gamla vänner...
Friday, September 10, 2010
You're Breaking the Girl
Fun stuff is happening.
Toy Story 3 for one.
House starts on Monday. So I'll be in the Pub with (hopefully) a bunch of other people who also love the series ;)
But crap is also happening.
Like homework that is really starting to pile up cause I don't know how to study.
Projects to work on, tests to take.
Haha.
I missed Radiohead and Red Hot Chili Peppers.
It's always nice returning to music you haven't heard in a while.
Toy Story 3 for one.
House starts on Monday. So I'll be in the Pub with (hopefully) a bunch of other people who also love the series ;)
But crap is also happening.
Like homework that is really starting to pile up cause I don't know how to study.
Projects to work on, tests to take.
Haha.
I missed Radiohead and Red Hot Chili Peppers.
It's always nice returning to music you haven't heard in a while.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Oh the weather outside is frightful
Today's weather took a turn. It rained all day. No, correction, it POURED all day. There were a few hours with just a bit of drizzle, but mostly it was pouring so I was drenched walking to classes. But I made it through and even managed to work on some homework and get organized a bit.
We decided to eat an early dinner with Alexis and went and sat and ate, etc etc when suddenly Cathryn was like "Can we go?" Usually she's the last to finish eating but now she seemed really nervous so we were like "yeah, of course...whats the rush?" she responded that a storm was coming and crazy weather really freaks her out.
So we left and walked home and turned on the news when we got there. You can imagine the silence in our apartment as the news anchors told us that tornadoes had touched down close to us and were heading directly for us. We prepared ourselves and kept the news on, our eyes glued to the screen for about an hour straight. Phonecalls home and to friends were made to ensure that people were off the roads and in safe places. At about 19.00 the real danger was over and we relaxed. The giant cloud that had produced the tornadoes had passed over us without extending a funnel of wind, so we were lucky.
I had forgotten that Dallas was in tornado alley.
I had forgotten that I would have to deal with the tropical storm weather that comes in from the gulf of mexico.
I had forgotten all those times that me and my siblings were sent to the bathrooms with a blanket and a pillow and all our important documents in hand in the case that we would be blown away.
Oh and Jennie. About that thing we discussed. Det blev inget. Jag var besviken att börja med, men nu har jag kanske nånting nytt som jag måste berätta om ;)
We decided to eat an early dinner with Alexis and went and sat and ate, etc etc when suddenly Cathryn was like "Can we go?" Usually she's the last to finish eating but now she seemed really nervous so we were like "yeah, of course...whats the rush?" she responded that a storm was coming and crazy weather really freaks her out.
So we left and walked home and turned on the news when we got there. You can imagine the silence in our apartment as the news anchors told us that tornadoes had touched down close to us and were heading directly for us. We prepared ourselves and kept the news on, our eyes glued to the screen for about an hour straight. Phonecalls home and to friends were made to ensure that people were off the roads and in safe places. At about 19.00 the real danger was over and we relaxed. The giant cloud that had produced the tornadoes had passed over us without extending a funnel of wind, so we were lucky.
I had forgotten that Dallas was in tornado alley.
I had forgotten that I would have to deal with the tropical storm weather that comes in from the gulf of mexico.
I had forgotten all those times that me and my siblings were sent to the bathrooms with a blanket and a pillow and all our important documents in hand in the case that we would be blown away.
Oh and Jennie. About that thing we discussed. Det blev inget. Jag var besviken att börja med, men nu har jag kanske nånting nytt som jag måste berätta om ;)
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
We Never Lost Control
You're face to face with the man who sold the world...
I'm considering switching my major to EMAC. Which is interesting. I honestly don't know what I'm doing anymore. All I know is that I need to get out of Chemistry before I get stuck with certain classes and etc etc. I just need to get out. I want to be in Dallas but I'm not sure I want to be at UTD anymore.
But I have a full ride here. Maybe I should suck it up and work here? Four years? I doubt I can handle that.
Vet du vad jag hatar? När människor gör så att allting verkar att vara en grej men sen plötsligt glömmer bort allting. Det är ööööver nu. Och det började inte ens. Tråkigt. Men jag bryr mig inte så mycket, jag är mer liksom irriterad att ingen säger nåt. Vet inte vad jag ska göra med det här, helt enkelt.
Vill återvända till Sverige men jag vet inte hur jag ska göra. Jag tror att jag ska försöka hitta jobb någonstans i Sverige till nästa sommar och om jag hittar någonting som kan bli permanent på ett ställe, kanske då stannar jag?
I'm considering switching my major to EMAC. Which is interesting. I honestly don't know what I'm doing anymore. All I know is that I need to get out of Chemistry before I get stuck with certain classes and etc etc. I just need to get out. I want to be in Dallas but I'm not sure I want to be at UTD anymore.
But I have a full ride here. Maybe I should suck it up and work here? Four years? I doubt I can handle that.
Vet du vad jag hatar? När människor gör så att allting verkar att vara en grej men sen plötsligt glömmer bort allting. Det är ööööver nu. Och det började inte ens. Tråkigt. Men jag bryr mig inte så mycket, jag är mer liksom irriterad att ingen säger nåt. Vet inte vad jag ska göra med det här, helt enkelt.
Vill återvända till Sverige men jag vet inte hur jag ska göra. Jag tror att jag ska försöka hitta jobb någonstans i Sverige till nästa sommar och om jag hittar någonting som kan bli permanent på ett ställe, kanske då stannar jag?
Another weekend, come and gone
Basically, at around midnight last night, with 3 chapters of my book left, I decided to clean my room. I couldn't study with it for some reason. Messes don't bother me (in my room at least) but last night it did. So I cleaned. And then I sat down and read the rest of the book in about an hour. I'd like to point out that I do better under stress. People say "don't cram the night before, you retain less" but I seem to retain more? I don't know...either way, the quiz went well I think. Not perfect, but well.
Yesterday I went with Hayley during the day and we painted a store run by a domestic violence shelter. It was pretty fun. I like home improvement projects like this. Painting walls, fixing shelves, la la la, etc. It made me wonder if I want to do that as a career. HAHAHA yeah no let's give up chemical engineering and managing artists to paint houses. I'm so confused as to what I want to do. LAAAAAA
Anywho.
Yesterday I went with Hayley during the day and we painted a store run by a domestic violence shelter. It was pretty fun. I like home improvement projects like this. Painting walls, fixing shelves, la la la, etc. It made me wonder if I want to do that as a career. HAHAHA yeah no let's give up chemical engineering and managing artists to paint houses. I'm so confused as to what I want to do. LAAAAAA
Anywho.
Michelle and Cathryn being creepers before I left on Friday
Pretty on Friday (home)
I <3 Nike
Paaaainting
Insanely small dog we ran into outside our yard...
gross pink paint + soap
Cleaning them was a bitch
And that's all I ahve for you at the moment.
MSN later?
Monday, September 6, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
I watched you change
For those that didn't know, I'm currently practicing driving and trying to get my license.
Well, today I got to practice some more. I've previously gone around the neighborhood, sometimes to the park and once to Aivy's house. But today I went down a big road (not a highway, but a main road) and it went well. So I'm really happy :)
But now I'm home and after an hour of working in the yard with my dad it's back to the studying and homework. I have to finish reading my book, take notes, and write my five page essay (its okay though, its double spaced and not that difficult to write).
I'm pretty amazed at how much music I'm finding from this playlist. Some of it isn't my thing, about half I already own, but then some of it is like...wow I love this or whoaa I did not know it was by them etc etc.
So that's pretty cool.
Well, I'm out.
Later.
Well, today I got to practice some more. I've previously gone around the neighborhood, sometimes to the park and once to Aivy's house. But today I went down a big road (not a highway, but a main road) and it went well. So I'm really happy :)
But now I'm home and after an hour of working in the yard with my dad it's back to the studying and homework. I have to finish reading my book, take notes, and write my five page essay (its okay though, its double spaced and not that difficult to write).
I'm pretty amazed at how much music I'm finding from this playlist. Some of it isn't my thing, about half I already own, but then some of it is like...wow I love this or whoaa I did not know it was by them etc etc.
So that's pretty cool.
Well, I'm out.
Later.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Lifetime of Scrutiny
Hatar skolan. Eller, inte precis, men typ.
Hatar lektioner. Förutom en och även den är lite konstig...
MEN. Jag gillar ju människorna som går här. Som pratar med mig eller tvärtom.
Det finns typ en tjej som jag hatar och det är bara en kul historia (haha).
Men jag vet inte. Vet inte om jag passar in på universitetet. Men jag vet inte om jag skulle pass in nån annanstans...Vill bara leva den fria livet, y'know?
Men så är det bara inte. Så jag pluggar nu till ett prov på tisdag och jag har skitmånga saker att läsa eftersom jag inte kan fokusera på lektionerna...Och jag är förvirrad över vad som händer med vissa saker eftersom nåra säger att det är någonting men det inte verkar så till mig och om inget händer då ska jag börja tappa intresse.
Avslutningsvis (hah) är det här min lilla whining post. jag vill bara klaga lite innan jag måste suck it up och bara fortsätta.
On a brighter note, found a song on a playlist I got from somebody that I have been in love with FOREVER and have never found cause I could never to remember to look for it. Either way, found it and I love it, can't stop listening to it. AND I found out that Bad Religion will be releasing a new album September 28th. Super exciting :)
Change - Deftones
Hatar lektioner. Förutom en och även den är lite konstig...
MEN. Jag gillar ju människorna som går här. Som pratar med mig eller tvärtom.
Det finns typ en tjej som jag hatar och det är bara en kul historia (haha).
Men jag vet inte. Vet inte om jag passar in på universitetet. Men jag vet inte om jag skulle pass in nån annanstans...Vill bara leva den fria livet, y'know?
Men så är det bara inte. Så jag pluggar nu till ett prov på tisdag och jag har skitmånga saker att läsa eftersom jag inte kan fokusera på lektionerna...Och jag är förvirrad över vad som händer med vissa saker eftersom nåra säger att det är någonting men det inte verkar så till mig och om inget händer då ska jag börja tappa intresse.
Avslutningsvis (hah) är det här min lilla whining post. jag vill bara klaga lite innan jag måste suck it up och bara fortsätta.
On a brighter note, found a song on a playlist I got from somebody that I have been in love with FOREVER and have never found cause I could never to remember to look for it. Either way, found it and I love it, can't stop listening to it. AND I found out that Bad Religion will be releasing a new album September 28th. Super exciting :)
Change - Deftones
Friday, September 3, 2010
I'm Having A Bad Day
And could really use you right now.
Things are going fine but it's just one of those days
when the sun shining only gives you limited happiness
And the cool breeze doesn't quite satisfy you
And the people around you are too busy with their own shit
To think about yours, and you can't even pretend
to be able to think about theirs right now.
Things are going fine but I could really just use you right now.
Önskar att jag var i Sverige precis nu och att jag inte måste tänka på massor av dumsaker...
Att jag var på Haga och skulle ut till Pipe's nu med alla mina vänner och supa ner mig eftersom det varit en dum vecka med dumma människor och goa människor som bara försvann.
Things are going fine but it's just one of those days
when the sun shining only gives you limited happiness
And the cool breeze doesn't quite satisfy you
And the people around you are too busy with their own shit
To think about yours, and you can't even pretend
to be able to think about theirs right now.
Things are going fine but I could really just use you right now.
Önskar att jag var i Sverige precis nu och att jag inte måste tänka på massor av dumsaker...
Att jag var på Haga och skulle ut till Pipe's nu med alla mina vänner och supa ner mig eftersom det varit en dum vecka med dumma människor och goa människor som bara försvann.
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