Plans

Every time I make plans, like legit plans involving a lot of people, things go wrong.
People drop out, can't make it, or other things come up.

Every time I do things spontaneously,  I end up having the time of my life, being surrounded by enjoyable company.

All the adults in my life tell me I need to plan better, but I honestly get nowhere when I plan.

Take tonight.  Aivy and I planned that we were going to go to Martini Village for the Halloween party.  Plans came up with Melody and we ended up having a lot of fun with her instead up until around 23.15 when we finally left for the club.  When we got there, there was no one else there.  The dancefloor had like 10 people on it and even the go-go dancers looked bored.  It sucked even more cause the music was actually really good, it was just a slow night...

So I ended up texting another friend and so we came back to campus and ended up with a whole new group of people having a good time.

That's how life should be, I feel.  Being spontaneous leads to experiences that can never be replaced by good ol fashioned planning.  I don't want to live life according to my calendar...


Good night.


Happy Halloween :)

Fun fun fun

Jag älskar att ha vänner som faktiskt är intresserad av sakerna som jag är intresserad av.
Som gör saker som jag gör.
Som bryr sig om saker jag bryr mig om och tvärtom.
Folk som inte oroar sig över reglar och sånt.  Som vill bara leva livet.

Jag har träffat några stycken som kanske kan bli jättebra vänner medans jag är här...Och jag vill inte tappa dem.

Livet är ju fantastiskt om man bara lär sig att njuta av det som man älskar, ignorera det som man inte gillar, och ibland riskera allt för att allting just nu är bara en lite lite bit av hela livet.


Stay thirsty, my friends.

This is the life

Yesterday I did it.  I changed my major!  I am now a marketing major with a minor in music! I'm so happy because I now have the option of staying here for the next three years with my full ride, therefore saving me soooo much money compared to if I transferred...

Today has been a pretty good day.  It feels like I'm happy all the time, even when I get really depressed for a few days time.  As if the happy days make all the sad days just melt away, which is something that makes me really...well, happy.  I don't want to hate life, I want to enjoy every second.

So what's going on in my life now?  Well, still all the same.  Hanging out with people all the time, trying to be productive in my classes, intramural sports (but i missed the volleyball game tonight because of something pretty important that I had to do), the occasional utgång and the occasional visit home.

Today I got a text during my math class saying that my family was going to go visit a family friend who is in town for about a week.  So I jumped on that and got picked up.  We ate cake, drank mimosas, and had a great time.  We even set up a giant fire in their backyard and played soccer on the lawn.  We talked, we laughed, and we cried at the Rangers' loss to the Giants in Game 1 of the World Series.  (BUT the Mavs won, so there was a silver lining).  After getting home, I chilled with some super cool kids and played pool :)

Now it is 2am and I have a bit of reading to do before my head hits my pillow.  So goodnight all, or good morning to some of you...

Love and miss you all :)

Nu Sticker Jag

I'm just going to take a quick nap since I'm dead tired and then I'm off to my advisor to switch my major to Marketing with a minor in Music.  Sounds good, no?

Sigh...I'll probably end up doing all four years here in Dallas because of money.  I hate money sometimes.  I wish I could take opportunities and stuff, but I refuse to live in debt for the rest of my life.  Basically I need to start saving money so I can pay for graduate school should I choose to go...

But marketing, yeah? Music marketing would be so cool it hurts a bit.  And with a major in general marketing, I could get a job pretty much anywhere that advertises.  As in, anywhere.  As long as there were jobs, that is.

I'm confused about some stuff but I think I'm going to be okay...

I'm Not Alone!

Wow.  I met another Swedish kid on campus today.  My day was made.  Han pratade till o med på svenska med mig en stund.  Eller, det var bara att säga "blah blah blah kommer ifrån stockholm" men kul var det iaf.
I actually had a decent day.  Which was greatly appreciated.  Even when I was retarded and totally forgot that I had my PLTL session until Michelle texted me 30 minutes after I should have started to ask if I was supposed to go or not.  Goddamn I'm dumb sometimes.

I've figured out which classes to take in the spring, which is also fun...

Men hallå.  Jag har ett problem.
Folk kommer och går från mitt liv hela tiden, som de bör göra...fast mycket snabbare.
Jag träffar någon och vi blir vänner inom två dagar och sen blir det inget mer av det efter en vecka eller två.  De bara försvinner.

Ibland förstår jag varför de försvinner, men ibland fattar jag absolut inget.
Är det för att de inte gillar mig?  Nej, det är jag ganska säkert att det inte är så.  Inte för att jag är en narcissist men därför de pratar med mig, ringer mig och knackar på mitt dörr.  Och vi har kul och allt, och sen...ja, vad ska jag säga?  Det slutar.  Helt plötsligt.  Varför?

Men det är inte bara att de försvinner, det är så att de kommer så snabbt också.  Efter att ha bara träffats en eller två gånger känner det som att vi är faktiskt bra vänner.  Liksom vi kan prata om seriösa saker fastän vi inte känner varann så mycket...

Jag vet inte.  Men när jag träffar folk som jag gillar, jag vill att de ska stanna i mitt liv...

Jackass

Came back a bit ago from a quick run out to Steak and Shake with some friends and then an impromptu movie night (Jackass 2).  It dawned on me and Alexis that we hadn't seen the 2nd film and we were dying to see the third.  So a couple of us watched it at her house.  Half of it anyways.

Oh man, is it disturbing.  But I love it ;)

My plans to see the third one were kind of messed up on Saturday but it led to hanging out with some super cool kids instead so I had fun anyways.  I need better weekends right now after being sick for so long and just rotting in the apartment.

But this weekend is Halloween weekend, so there is probably fun to be had.  As in, we're going out Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and of course Sunday there will be something (HALLOWEEN EVE). Excitement!  Too bad I have class at 08.30 on Monday mornings...

Love