A Whisper

The end of 2010 is approaching and I could really care less right now.  I'm not feeling it this year.  I didn't really feel it last year.  It's more of a "hey. 2010 will be over in 4 hours. weird." feeling.  I mean, yeah, there's a sliver of "wee hoo! new year!" excitement, but it's mostly drained by the whole...Nothing is different.  Resolutions are bullshit.  Why do you need to wait until the year is over to change something you don't like about yourself?  It's just an excuse to put it off.  Just fucking do it.

Basically, everything in life can be extremely complicated, or incredibly simple.  And I choose simple.  Not in the sense that things can't be complex or difficult, of course they can (and most definitely will be).  But I mean, I barely made a high enough GPA in order to keep my scholarship.  Option A: freak out, get depressed because I can't handle the pressure, things get worse because I make it worse.  Option B: shut the fuck up, do my work and do better next semester.  Simplicity.  I'm a fan.

So here ends 2010 and you know what I'll be doing?  Absolutely nothing noteworthy.  But then again, I guess thats how it is pretty much all the time.

A new favorite quote: You know how subatomic particles don't obey physical laws? They act according to chance, chaos, coincidence. They run into each other in the middle of the universe somewhere, and bang! Energy! That's the great thing about the universe. It's unpredictable. That's why it's so much fun.