A Whisper

The end of 2010 is approaching and I could really care less right now.  I'm not feeling it this year.  I didn't really feel it last year.  It's more of a "hey. 2010 will be over in 4 hours. weird." feeling.  I mean, yeah, there's a sliver of "wee hoo! new year!" excitement, but it's mostly drained by the whole...Nothing is different.  Resolutions are bullshit.  Why do you need to wait until the year is over to change something you don't like about yourself?  It's just an excuse to put it off.  Just fucking do it.

Basically, everything in life can be extremely complicated, or incredibly simple.  And I choose simple.  Not in the sense that things can't be complex or difficult, of course they can (and most definitely will be).  But I mean, I barely made a high enough GPA in order to keep my scholarship.  Option A: freak out, get depressed because I can't handle the pressure, things get worse because I make it worse.  Option B: shut the fuck up, do my work and do better next semester.  Simplicity.  I'm a fan.

So here ends 2010 and you know what I'll be doing?  Absolutely nothing noteworthy.  But then again, I guess thats how it is pretty much all the time.

A new favorite quote: You know how subatomic particles don't obey physical laws? They act according to chance, chaos, coincidence. They run into each other in the middle of the universe somewhere, and bang! Energy! That's the great thing about the universe. It's unpredictable. That's why it's so much fun.

We Make Mistakes

But we apologize with roses


<3 Rise Against.  I can't wait until they come to Dallas.  It will make my YEAR when I finally get to see a show of theirs.  I'm glad I didn't buy the ticket to see Lady Gaga spring break.  Instead I might go on a trip and my grandparents may come and I can use that money towards a different show :)

Today was racked with disappointment and irritation on a certain front but also a really calming walk with Nike around the park and neighborhood with Bassnectar and Skrillex in my ears.  Then I came home and got Photoshop Elements 8 on my laptop. yay!  I know its not the latest one but I've been going without it for a long time now so I'm just glad I have something and I like the Elements package since I'm no pro.

Lots to do! Christmas is on Friday! Eeek! I haven't gotten my family anything yet.  But I know what I'm getting, I just haven't been able to go get them.

We had guests yesterday.  A friend of my mothers came with her two daughters, both a bit younger than me.  It was awkward though because they didn't speak english and my korean is limited to "food" "milk" "hello" and "thank you."  But we had some family friends over and I learned how to make a white russian which made the night much more enjoyable.  It ended with 3 episodes of Chuck, lol.  Now is the only time I have to catch up on my shows!

Weeee hooo. Don't really know what to say.  Blogging is getting...redundant for me.

Crazy! Cool!

Igår hann jag spela biljard, handla några julklappar, köpa en skiva åt mig själv (BASSNECTAR - COZZA FRENZY. SÅ HEMSKT BRA), äta hos familjen och softa med en kompis innan jag kollade på lite serier (big bang!) och filmen Requiem For A Dream.

Asså, filmen var otroligt bra.  Fattar inte att jag väntade typ 6 år att se den.  Jag minns i högstadiet en vän berättade om filmen och jag tänkte kolla då.  Och sen...ja, jag vet helt enkelt inte.  Men nu har jag sett den och den är awesome.

Imorse vaknade jag och får och åt på Taco Cabana med några vänner. Sen betalade jag hyran (aaaaaah hatar att betala så mycket...) och kom hem och duschade.  Nu är det dags för biljarder (igen!) och sen en lite "hemmafest" (typ en gathering) där vi ska exchange secret santa gifts.

Imorrn kommer min bror och vi ska spela biljard tillsammans och sen åker jag hem några veckor :) Weee hooo!!

Stick a fork in me

Cause I'm done.
I'm done with my fall semester and I'm done with any and all drama.  It wasn't that bad at all this entire year though.  Whenever I complain about stuff it's because I'm being a pussy really and just need to man up.  I've learned a number of things about myself and the people around me this year and as long as I'm still happy and the people around me are happy, life is good.

Of course there will always be the hard times, but generally everyone is pretty happy.  They're enjoying life, y'know?
And I'm enjoying life.
This past week with finishing all my finals has been the best.  Really.  I've spent time with the people I love and pulled things together and have definitely been having fun.


If I died tonight, I would have no regrets. And this, ladies and gentlemen, is incredibly liberating.

Break My Body, Break-Break My Soul

I'm falling in love with Atmosphere all over again.

Finals week has arrived and I am now done with my Intro to MIS class, Rhet 1101, and Digital Music I. It's pretty relieving.  I could have done better in all my classes I think, but honestly?  I'm glad I didn't study more cause then I would hate college and right now I'm kind of digging it.  I need the balance of school and a social life.  And pool.

Anyways...Hmm.  Interesting things are happening. Things I'm not sure how I feel about.  I'm kind of torn between two of my own philosophies that are kind of contradictory (and by kind of I mean they are entirely contradictory) but both appeal to me.  I just hope everything turns out good.  Or fantastic, y'know...whichever one is fine.



Oh.  I am addicted.

Shaken Not Störd

I'm hoooome!!! After a very successful road trip to College Station to visit a friend who goes to Texas A&M, I am finally back where I belong.  Lots of fun was had, but home is where the heart is, and right now my heart is with Team Diversity, the coolest kids around.

The first thing I did when I got back was basically play pool.  I think I've become addicted, truth be told.  There's something about the game that is just so...amazing.  And I'm getting so much better.  I'm learning how to bank it now and eventually I'll be able to spin the ball and then jump it.  Fun stuff.

But this week is also finals week (even though I only have 2 finals this week and neither of them are really legit finals...) so I'll have to study.  Right now I'm working on a paper for my rhetoric class and tomorrow I'll be done with that class! Yaaay!  I'm already done with MIS forever, and on Friday I'll be done with Digital Music I.  That leaves Chemistry, Precalculus and American History for next week.  Three hard exams in two days.  Excellent.