Tuesday, March 31, 2009

"Self Defense isn't Murder..."

Had an exciting Jämnställsdagen (sp?) aka Equality Day.  Caroline Willfox came and spoke about her rape and how she came through it.  I was sitting there listening to her talk and I couldn't help but think of how this woman was completely violated a couple years ago and she was standing there in front of me at that moment, acknowledging it but also very relaxed about it.  Had she come to terms with it or was it just an act and the whole speaking out about it was just a mask to cover how disturbed she still felt inside? Hmm...anyways, she has a forum (willcommunication.se) for girls or whoever to go and just talk about rape or incest or other things.

Afterwards we did workshops and had lunch (disgusting fish).  then we watched the film Enough with Miss Lopez.  Pretty good movie i think, i just hate it when writers fast forward so suddenly. Oh they met? now theyre married! aww shes pregnant! now their marriage is falling apart! = the first 15-20 minutes of the movie. and most of it was the first part.  Idk...maybe im still just sour from Private Practice skipping like 3 months of valuable drama.


Now I'm sitting working on math and listening to a virtual thunderstorm.

I have this one memory that I really love.  It was maybe a year ago? Just me and my dad in the garage with the door open.  He was fixing something with the car which was inside the garage and i had a chair set up at the very edge of the garage, looking down the driveway towards the alley as the rain poured down.  There was the smell.  The rain smell, y'know? It's so...fresh...and amazing.  Anyways, sometimes the thunder would roll and sometimes there would be an extremely loud crack.  I asked my dad why and he explained that from where we were, if the lightning bolt went down diagonally, it would crack because the sound was cutting through air or something like that whereas if the lightning went down straight it would rumble.  I spent the next hour just listening to the rain and guessing when it would crack or rumble.

That was one of my favorite rain days ever.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Grey's Anatomy Did Not Disappoint


Well done to the writers, well done to the actors, well done to everyone even remotely involved.
After 5 seasons, the show still continues to just make me...happy.



hmm im going downtown later to hang out with maya and (possibly) jennie...haha who happen to be my 2 followers.  ive been hanging out a lot with you guys the past couple of weeks...weird.

anyways, so i joined the Nike Men vs. Women challenge.  im gonna need to buy the shoe thing and the ipod thing but im hoping itll get me running again since ive been pretty much dormant all winter...and fall...but yeah.  plus the men are beating the women which is not good!


that's all ive got so far.

later.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Highlights from a good week


// at school before leaving //


// who sits diagonally from each other?! //

// i gave up. //

 // dude. the kids love me. //

 // at the top of kungsliften. //


// uncle and youngest cousin and i making funny faces :) //



// we the illest //


Hemavan is so pretty.


and a little side note:


Thursday, March 19, 2009

The Cool Kids

babysitting my cousins isnt always a drag. theyre actually cool kids :)


//this is not as fun as it looks.//

//haha daniels wearing sunglasses for some reason.  he wore them for a really long time.  it was dark outside...//


//we reppin y'all, these streets that be keepin it real, throwin money in ya grill//

[Over and out..]

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

//17.03.09//


Last night (after the Adam Tensta debacle) I attended the performance of Peter Grimes at the Norrlandsoperahus place. Haha, I'm not sure where to split the words. Norrlands Opera House anyways...It was performed in english but that didnt make it any easier to understand...But all in all, it was a great show with lots of emotions and stuff.  Good stuff.  It was pretty cool cause they had water flowing onto the stage during every act which was just...i'm not sure...it was a cool effect.

//18.03.09//

Today after school I went to Maya's house and chilled there for a while, had dinner, and then we went to Bräntberget (sp?). She was teaching me how to snowboard, which was really cool but now my back is sore, my knees are sore, and my arms and wrists are sore.  The snow was really icy and hard and i hit my head on it once pretty hard (not.fun.) but overall i dont think it was too physically trying.  I just had trouble with the whole...snowboarding part (straightening out was not easy for me apparently i ride the goofy way and i was using a regular board...hah. what?).  Some pics from today:

//Maya doing her skiing pose.  She's actually standing perfectly still.  The camera is just tilted to make it seem like she's going downhill :P//
//This is how we do it on the ice :)//


//Freshly fallen Hanna//

but overall i think it went pretty well...I was better by the end of the evening...but not by much.


[Over and out.]

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

That's My Cool And I Can't Take It Off


Today Adam Tensta was at my school.  For those of you that don't know, he is a famous rapper in Sweden.  The following video is from his most recent (i think) single, Dopeboy.



Anyways, he didn't perform today but talked about his ongoing project Get On Our Team, which is aimed at teenagers and tries to promote being better people in our everyday lives. Good role model i would say. But then again, what do I know?
After he talked a friend and I ran into him in the hallways. I decided to bite the bullet and talk to him (what was the worst that could happen, right?) and the worst happened. It was awkward and I didn't really know what to say after hello and we ended up talking about my friend and why she was in Umeå for 5 minutes. Awkward did not cut it.
I told my other friend Hanna about it and she told me that even if it didn't go that well, she thought that I was extremely brave to just go up and talk to him. That's a real brain ticker. Is it brave to talk to strangers? I think so. Is it brave to talk to strangers who are all over the internet and known all over the country? I'm really not sure.
As much as I like the thought of me being brave, I don't feel brave...But oh well.


Pic from his talk today in the Aula (Auditorium):

Sunday, March 15, 2009

New York City is a beautiful place

one of dreams.  Eek, my life is hanging in suspension as I wait for november to send in my application and then january to hear back on whether or not I will be moving to the big city.

i need to get more involved.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Blue Ink Only

It is official, Aivy and I have started our own youtube accounts and one joint account.  My username is the same as here, BlueInkOnly. Magical name, no? It'll inspire people, change their lives.  Whatever.

Anyways, here is my blog just to go with it and stuff.  I'm not really sure.  We'll see how all of this goes.

Later gator.