You're face to face with the man who sold the world...
I'm considering switching my major to EMAC. Which is interesting. I honestly don't know what I'm doing anymore. All I know is that I need to get out of Chemistry before I get stuck with certain classes and etc etc. I just need to get out. I want to be in Dallas but I'm not sure I want to be at UTD anymore.
But I have a full ride here. Maybe I should suck it up and work here? Four years? I doubt I can handle that.
Vet du vad jag hatar? När människor gör så att allting verkar att vara en grej men sen plötsligt glömmer bort allting. Det är ööööver nu. Och det började inte ens. Tråkigt. Men jag bryr mig inte så mycket, jag är mer liksom irriterad att ingen säger nåt. Vet inte vad jag ska göra med det här, helt enkelt.
Vill återvända till Sverige men jag vet inte hur jag ska göra. Jag tror att jag ska försöka hitta jobb någonstans i Sverige till nästa sommar och om jag hittar någonting som kan bli permanent på ett ställe, kanske då stannar jag?
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Another weekend, come and gone
Basically, at around midnight last night, with 3 chapters of my book left, I decided to clean my room. I couldn't study with it for some reason. Messes don't bother me (in my room at least) but last night it did. So I cleaned. And then I sat down and read the rest of the book in about an hour. I'd like to point out that I do better under stress. People say "don't cram the night before, you retain less" but I seem to retain more? I don't know...either way, the quiz went well I think. Not perfect, but well.
Yesterday I went with Hayley during the day and we painted a store run by a domestic violence shelter. It was pretty fun. I like home improvement projects like this. Painting walls, fixing shelves, la la la, etc. It made me wonder if I want to do that as a career. HAHAHA yeah no let's give up chemical engineering and managing artists to paint houses. I'm so confused as to what I want to do. LAAAAAA
Anywho.
Yesterday I went with Hayley during the day and we painted a store run by a domestic violence shelter. It was pretty fun. I like home improvement projects like this. Painting walls, fixing shelves, la la la, etc. It made me wonder if I want to do that as a career. HAHAHA yeah no let's give up chemical engineering and managing artists to paint houses. I'm so confused as to what I want to do. LAAAAAA
Anywho.
Michelle and Cathryn being creepers before I left on Friday
Pretty on Friday (home)
I <3 Nike
Paaaainting
Insanely small dog we ran into outside our yard...
gross pink paint + soap
Cleaning them was a bitch
And that's all I ahve for you at the moment.
MSN later?
Monday, September 6, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
I watched you change
For those that didn't know, I'm currently practicing driving and trying to get my license.
Well, today I got to practice some more. I've previously gone around the neighborhood, sometimes to the park and once to Aivy's house. But today I went down a big road (not a highway, but a main road) and it went well. So I'm really happy :)
But now I'm home and after an hour of working in the yard with my dad it's back to the studying and homework. I have to finish reading my book, take notes, and write my five page essay (its okay though, its double spaced and not that difficult to write).
I'm pretty amazed at how much music I'm finding from this playlist. Some of it isn't my thing, about half I already own, but then some of it is like...wow I love this or whoaa I did not know it was by them etc etc.
So that's pretty cool.
Well, I'm out.
Later.
Well, today I got to practice some more. I've previously gone around the neighborhood, sometimes to the park and once to Aivy's house. But today I went down a big road (not a highway, but a main road) and it went well. So I'm really happy :)
But now I'm home and after an hour of working in the yard with my dad it's back to the studying and homework. I have to finish reading my book, take notes, and write my five page essay (its okay though, its double spaced and not that difficult to write).
I'm pretty amazed at how much music I'm finding from this playlist. Some of it isn't my thing, about half I already own, but then some of it is like...wow I love this or whoaa I did not know it was by them etc etc.
So that's pretty cool.
Well, I'm out.
Later.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Lifetime of Scrutiny
Hatar skolan. Eller, inte precis, men typ.
Hatar lektioner. Förutom en och även den är lite konstig...
MEN. Jag gillar ju människorna som går här. Som pratar med mig eller tvärtom.
Det finns typ en tjej som jag hatar och det är bara en kul historia (haha).
Men jag vet inte. Vet inte om jag passar in på universitetet. Men jag vet inte om jag skulle pass in nån annanstans...Vill bara leva den fria livet, y'know?
Men så är det bara inte. Så jag pluggar nu till ett prov på tisdag och jag har skitmånga saker att läsa eftersom jag inte kan fokusera på lektionerna...Och jag är förvirrad över vad som händer med vissa saker eftersom nåra säger att det är någonting men det inte verkar så till mig och om inget händer då ska jag börja tappa intresse.
Avslutningsvis (hah) är det här min lilla whining post. jag vill bara klaga lite innan jag måste suck it up och bara fortsätta.
On a brighter note, found a song on a playlist I got from somebody that I have been in love with FOREVER and have never found cause I could never to remember to look for it. Either way, found it and I love it, can't stop listening to it. AND I found out that Bad Religion will be releasing a new album September 28th. Super exciting :)
Change - Deftones
Hatar lektioner. Förutom en och även den är lite konstig...
MEN. Jag gillar ju människorna som går här. Som pratar med mig eller tvärtom.
Det finns typ en tjej som jag hatar och det är bara en kul historia (haha).
Men jag vet inte. Vet inte om jag passar in på universitetet. Men jag vet inte om jag skulle pass in nån annanstans...Vill bara leva den fria livet, y'know?
Men så är det bara inte. Så jag pluggar nu till ett prov på tisdag och jag har skitmånga saker att läsa eftersom jag inte kan fokusera på lektionerna...Och jag är förvirrad över vad som händer med vissa saker eftersom nåra säger att det är någonting men det inte verkar så till mig och om inget händer då ska jag börja tappa intresse.
Avslutningsvis (hah) är det här min lilla whining post. jag vill bara klaga lite innan jag måste suck it up och bara fortsätta.
On a brighter note, found a song on a playlist I got from somebody that I have been in love with FOREVER and have never found cause I could never to remember to look for it. Either way, found it and I love it, can't stop listening to it. AND I found out that Bad Religion will be releasing a new album September 28th. Super exciting :)
Change - Deftones
Friday, September 3, 2010
I'm Having A Bad Day
And could really use you right now.
Things are going fine but it's just one of those days
when the sun shining only gives you limited happiness
And the cool breeze doesn't quite satisfy you
And the people around you are too busy with their own shit
To think about yours, and you can't even pretend
to be able to think about theirs right now.
Things are going fine but I could really just use you right now.
Önskar att jag var i Sverige precis nu och att jag inte måste tänka på massor av dumsaker...
Att jag var på Haga och skulle ut till Pipe's nu med alla mina vänner och supa ner mig eftersom det varit en dum vecka med dumma människor och goa människor som bara försvann.
Things are going fine but it's just one of those days
when the sun shining only gives you limited happiness
And the cool breeze doesn't quite satisfy you
And the people around you are too busy with their own shit
To think about yours, and you can't even pretend
to be able to think about theirs right now.
Things are going fine but I could really just use you right now.
Önskar att jag var i Sverige precis nu och att jag inte måste tänka på massor av dumsaker...
Att jag var på Haga och skulle ut till Pipe's nu med alla mina vänner och supa ner mig eftersom det varit en dum vecka med dumma människor och goa människor som bara försvann.
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